i want to write a post, but every time i do it gets someone angry..or frustrated because i send mixed emotions. well im sorry, i can’t make up my mind. when i can have things, i don’t want them. when i cant have them, i want them. that’s how i work. i don’t know what im feeling anymore. i wish my bloody heart would make up it’s mind. but i guess it’s likes to have options. i just want..i don’t even know anymore. pointless post i guess.
